27 mayo 2007
that's my life
ITs not jsut a bad day, its a screwed up life... My results? yeah i know it sux, but i bloody hell prepared for it, sleepless nights, endless mugging, and my mum says i never put in enuff effort...k. some ppl, can sleep thru the whole math class and do better than me...k, some ppl watch movies like 3 times a week and do better than me, some people fool around in class, can't even be bothered to study AND CAN GET BETTER THAN ME! SEE THAT? THAT'S MY BLOODY LIFE. I study so hard, only to get a lousy report book and endless nagging from my mum, saying that i am notp utting in enuff effort, yh..i not putting enuff effort, and she oso lieks to compare me wif others... compare, compare ya they all have better results than me, but they have discipline probs, they fool about all day, dpes she give a damn? NO. all she wants to say is that i am just $#^%-ing lousy...and i am not putting enuff effort.. ya compare so much and still can say i dun put in enuff effort, she must be blind. Now let's talk about my life's entertainment... Thruout the whole 13+ years of my life, i have bnot watched a single movie with frens, how cool is that, and she still thinks i am spending too much time outside...how old am i? 13..yes i m a teen...ok and she wants to lock me up at home everyday and continue mugging that i think seems useless cos even ppl who does nothing can do better than me. I have not went to play lan b4 other than the one once at bukit timah, luckily that one was brought by teacher or not for the rest of my life, i wun know how does playing lan feel like. Then she would like to argue that last time they have no such enjoyment..etc... say i very lucky..ya lucky to stay at home and mug...since u want me to be like u, ok then with this mugging, this kind of entertainment there will be this results and a lousy future, that's what she wants rite? everytime i go out, i always worried that mum will scold etc, nag...so i always in rush to go home, and i neglect my frens. pay more attention to my frens she would say:" now u got frens liao la, no need parents already." ok then i shall have no frens, have no family, i will only have father and mother for my whole bloody life. i am sure she would be so happy...
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